HIIIIAAAA.
yeah im actually quite happy.
OMg it was sooo amazing when kayden stayed friday til sunday, it sounds weird but like it was kinda like he was my brother, he is the cutest thing ever. I was really upset when he had to go :( its really weird without him :/ Anyway sarah gave me a big bottle of wkd for looking after him. He had to stay in my room and he woke up speaking to himself it is sooooo cute. But it was at half 7 :(. Saturday we went to Towyn, wales. It was actually really good. Kayden was really funny on the way there and back, always giggling, and making ' ahh' sounds. I taught him how to say ' booooo' lol and da da. Awww amazing times. i used to really want a baby brother like obsessivaly though :L i guess i just don't like being alone. I never want him to grow up. He is so beautiful at this age.

Well anyway, today was the first day back at school yawnnn. It was okay no main lessons like english or maths. I HATE MATHS (BTW) and later i am going dancing. well actually in a minute. i have quit ballet and gym because it bores me to death. so now i just do disco and tap. i really enjoy it now but it means i wont be in the whole first half of the show in november.
ahhhh well.
peacee owttt my lovvers.
:)(L)
x

Today was good i guess. - just one thing say this blog is short and sweet ;)

i went to festival park; brought a j'adore paris top and a salmon pink jacket then some lovely spot stuff from boots. :)
then went morrisons with mummyy and then Kaydens first birthday party. He cried all the way through cus he isnt very well ahhhh bless. can remember when he was born it was the same february holidays, how time flys.

byeeeee
lotsoflovefrommoi.
x

17th feb; wednesday; 22:28

songg listening to .. So happy i could die - lady gaga ( the mentalist :L)

Sooo the other day, i was like mega scared about that dancing thing. and i shouldn't of been! just shows about mis-conceptions, also ann slept. OMG. i shouldn't of been as worried as i was, but it was still awkward and boring i guess. When i got up on tuesday morning it was ten to 11, ann was going home at 3. It took us agessss to get ready and we didn't even bother having breakfast just brunch. mmmmm pizza, which was cold in the middle so had to be put into the microwave. after that we took her homee, and then i just chilled. :)
Today kimiaa came minee she was like an hour late lol but anyway she eventually came about 12. Then we walked down astro to meet shannon. wow how awkward ( even worse than the ann incident ) to i just said that we were going the fair and that was that, she wanted to be with her GAY boyfriend calum and i cba get in the way; she didn't really make kimia feel at all welcome. Me and kim had a way better time than them walking round a field for 4 hours. We went to the fair, but it didnt open until like 2 (bummer) so we just went in aldi for a warm-up. I had missed the many memories i had with kim and im so glad we did what we did today i feel like it brought us closer again. We then went on the fair freezing but good :)
We then went into Scally wags, a fish and chip shop / restaurant that i have visited many a time with olivia and co. i had a burger and kim had hot chocolate and that was that. We came home about half 4 then she got picked up at 6ish. :) good day all round tbh.
Thenn i did my art homework ( a painting of the statue of liberty) i couldnt be arsed but now its donee :) So im pretty happy.
Ummmm,
Tommorrow im goin festival park with my mum spend somee money shall be good :)
Laters peeps. :)
love zoee. x

15th february 2010 16:04

Today, i did some dancing, from 10-2 o clock. Completley knackered, then i realise that i have to go dancing at 5 :/ then my *friend* ann is sleeping. I haven't got a problem with ann, she has been my friend since childhood, but i guess when you don't go the same school and you grow up you become less of friends.. and ive started not knowing what to say to break the silences. Also sometimes we never know what to do. Valentines day was umm depressive :/ i guess. Me the singleton builded a bridge and got over it. Especially when your parents are all lovey dovey, no cards came in the post, and i didnt exactly doing anything interesting to take my mind off it. I really like wanna put myself out there, and go on dates with boys, but i really am not generally interested in any of them from my high school. They are disgusting! The film Valentines day is out also and instead of watching it with my boyfriend i think im watching it with my 2 friends. One of which is not single. Unless you haven't gathered, it is half term and i am off for a week- yep that is it. :( i really wanna have fun and meet boys but it doesn't seem likely at all. It sounds weird but before i got with tyler, i texted him, it got me excited texting a boy, but now i don't hardly speak / text/ message any boy. At all :(. So i aren't exactly loved up at the moment. Also it makes it worse with girls who you wouldn't expect to have a boyfriend, who have one :/ Depresses me.
I wish i could be more confident tbh.
Anyway, it was a short blog today.
Wish me luck for tonight i guess
love zoe. x

First Blog of my lifetime. Wow i'm proud.

Recently, i have been having a little bother with friendship, boys, and family. I thought to myself.. hmm good topic. Well if you can't write a blog about what is on my mind then i guess what else can you write about?. OMG. i love justin bieber, i am afraid i had to get that out of my system. :). Anyway i actually decided i cbaa write about all the above. Because tbh it gets me down =[ noo need for that now? is there?. i am going to talk about my excessive love for my idol the one and only gorgously presented to you justin bieber /.///.!

Alsoo i am telling you, i have an obsession for the guy. I have obsessions for a lot of um guys actually :L ... My mother finds it weird that i have so many pictures of them. But its the closest thing to reality in this day and age.

Ilovethis.itsofficial.myfavouritepicture.ofmybaby.

alsooo, you may find it weird that i have ten kind of commandments that i MUST do before i die. and if i dont succeed, im a no-body. wow im kind to my self :L here they are...

• Meet Zac Efron, this includes touching/hugging/autographing/picture taking the dude. even though his personal hygiene is supposed to be a little on the poor side. Ever since i saw high school musical ive been swooning over him, i am not as bad as it now and this is an optional commandment because i believe i will grow out of it as he becomes more and more, big headed.



• Meet the gorgous british lad Lloyd Daniels i am considering, and pondering over the fact that Lloyd daniels may actually be hotter than swetty zefron over there. This is because, he is in closer reaching distance to me i.e he lives in wales, i live in england. ;) alsoo i am going to see him on the 13th of march at the x factor live tourr (h) oh i love him. i must touch hug and get an autograph/picturee with him .OOFT.



• Basically the samee as abovee for my wonderful husband to be, JUSTIN BIEBER :D but as i have mentioned. i am english. he is american. this could be hard. but i swear when i go to america imma gonna do all thesee things ;)



• Go to paris again i went in august 2009, it was the best time of my life. i am being serious. i only went to go up the eiffel tower but i cant tell you how much i loved it, it eventually sunk in when i came back. The most beautiful city in the world. When i go next, i will go with my boyfriend. as this is .. the city of love. :) and i plan to visit the eiffel tower again. ooft. sexaay timee me+eiffel tower = loveeeeeeeeeeee. ahaa oj.



• Go to New York City.. is this the city which is better than Paris, well i will see? I will go to this inspirational city of dreams with my best friend shannon as we have planned for a long time.. This city seems amazing, it offers me so much in my carreer i would like to live there but.. c'mon. im from england?



• Be the very best i can, which means fufilling all my dreams, photographer,musician, fashion designer, model, interior designing - maybe. i want to be rich. i want to have the best life possible for me and the people around me. I arent going to go and get a's and b's in school then let it drop as soon as i leave. ive worked hard so far and i plan to continue. since i was little , you dream don't you.. 'what if' well im prepared to make it into reality. and i arent gonna let anything stop me. :)



• Get married have kids. Live in the most beautiful house i could possibly want, have the most adorning, gorgous, kind, generous, selfless husband in the world. And have the cuttest kids who do the best for themselves.



• Actually HAVE a photoshoot. when i dream. i make it happen. :)



• Meet Tyra Banks, it sounds inpossible but trust me it will happen.



• Finally be happy and not let anything get me down. i have the right materials, but its what you do with them i guess.

Iloveyou all.

zoee x